Saturday, February 12, 2011

Stairs of Life (re-post)



            Life… stairs...both isolated terms. Link?  It started with a rambling story… by an ordinary kid standing with a 70 degree perplexing sharp eye sight over the years. Observing a supernatural long-range staircase fits in supernatural long-range of life. With every heaviest single step needed to leave up feet to the next higher level. Terrify by crowded gigantic numbers of people blocking with an amazing number of obstacles. Provided are decision choices with either leaving or taking. Mind adapted with knowledge that leaving associated by longer journey of finding uncertain alternative. Taking on the other hand as the contradict term accompanied by unpleasant steps processes. Evaluation finished, decision taken with initial step forward. Time moves, life traveling. Step on a hardest step with borrowing payable energy… with an energized mental moving onwards… obstacle functioning, down pulling efforts. Supportive needed however absent. Falling for those initial steps… lateral thinking improvement for the coming next. Standing with both body tools with a new fighting intention just for the following step onwards. A successful trial, another successful beginning. With  saddening uninformed unexpected doubts occur. Questioning self, motivation or demotivation? Preference of successful result or its enemy? Successful result picked, meaning motivation chosen. Journey continued with favorable results obtained. Feeling good, feeling near. Last of triplet, fewer of stairs. Fully directed auto forcing minded leaving no space. Reached next floor… it’s all done, all are just dumb… empty floor realized… with just another staircase perhaps staircases… inquiring why me? Answer?.. it is just a positive unique stairs of life.                  


A bewildered expression,
Epimetheus

2 comments:

  1. an empty floor up next? probably not.. awaiting u will be the final stage of life.. the sweetness of the fruitful experience n successful moments that u may not get if u leave.. n when u looked back of the steps u've taken..that's how u lived n there will be no regrets.. -)

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  2. since this is a repost... so this is basically what i think of last 3.5 years in line with something happen...haha... must be something happen that time..haha..which i also dunno ady.. haha

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